Anticipation sucks

June for me, is suppose to be a month of satisfaction; satisfied I survived another year of school, satisfied to turn another year older, satisfied that summer has began. However, this particular time around I'm filled with unpleasant anticipation. Counting down the days until I see my boyfriend, the minutes until my job location is verified, and the seconds until I can move out of my parents place for good! Oh yes time is of the essence.